Awkward...

Awkward moments are what I wish upon myself. And you for that matter, whomever cares to read these lines; I hope you all the best and the random happen stances that take you out of your comfort zone. It is far too easy to live a life: that makes sense, that feels good, that just kind of happens. There is nothing wrong with these lives mind you, and I am uber jealous with the added grammatical tools--however that is not how I choose to live or could live and I believe the same is for you as you here read along. Maybe I should start at the beginning however that beginnings with what a big bang, the universe and light--nah, lets move on to present day. Cheers.

First impresions

Trying to relieve past happy memories is fraught with danger as one
risks shattering warm agos.

I spent twenty-four hours yesterday awake, less half a hour on a
plane. Those hours, filled with head winded delayed flights, a missed
connection, old stomping grounds, moved friends, family feasts, card
and board games and of course late night chats--they were all well worth the
exhausting of the following day...

An invitation turned down, and honest upsetting answers;I fear I no
longer fit into a former life--I know I do not. Good intentions have
led to accidentally strained relationships and wondering if it all was a
good idea--it was but they do not always work out That can be the hardest part to accept...

Plane rides

Now boarding those who need assistance or feel like prematurely
queuing up to the check-in desk. Every flight without fail this happens and I am confused by this; why do people rush to sit down and wait for the rest of the passengers in a cramped airplane? Rushing solves nothing and life is
too short to sped through it. Then again I am the oldest I have ever
been, and clueless to the future--better get in line, my flight is
about to take off.

An adventure

In the beginning you never know what you are getting into. Yes we all
have ideas, vague conceptions of what: could, would or should happen,
but they are foolish theories. Besides if you are too caught up in the
what you want or the might be you may miss out on all the good
stuff--the in-between...